The Game

ebil wanted to see u but her car could not start, i'm cunning

2006-03-23T00:12:00.000+08:00

i m not using blog any more muhahahahahahaha now i using LJ and this is the web www.elvisfei.livejournal.com so see u there

What a day What a after V. day

2006-02-16T23:46:00.000+08:00

Wow What a day.......I meant yesterday.

Now what did i do yesterday you wonder? Well yesterday i went out with my friend Valerie. Not like a date or anything but go out and celebrate her birthday. Just the 2 of us? Yea should have been 3 but Kieran could not make it. wanan know a funny thing.....on valetine day i went out to buy roses with My brother. He bought 2 roses and a tulip, I bought 3 roses. A red one for my mom, a white one for my sis and a pink one for anybody i meet if i was going to meet someone. Before i could give the pink one away, i was talking to Valerie on msn and i found out she didn't get a rose so what went in my mind was "Hey i got the pink rose maybe can give her tml on her birthday" than i ask what colour she like and tyco I mean T-Y-C-O she said pink.

You would not really believe the place we went to celebrate. We went to P.S.(nothing wrong?) and head stright to the arcade. lol wow been a long time since i went arcade with a girl and i cannot believe she beat me in daytona NO!!!!!!!!!!!! So stress lose to girl.(girl wanna kill me senses tingling) Well we could only play for 2 hours cause she got to go find her parents at 6pm. Well even though we only spent so little time together celebrating her birthday it was fun.

Than after playing in the arcade, i walked her to the MRT. So stress cause at the station i saw my aunt. WAAA i was so stress don't know what to say, see me alone together with a girl and she is holding a rose(or rathar stuff in her bagT_T my rose) After that stressing moment we head to her train. We talked mostly about what she should do, go Poly or JC. And the best part is she got on the wrong train twice on did that yesterday.(first was waitting for the wrong train to get to PS...made me wait for 30 mins)

well that was my yesterday, the second time out alone with a girl( Why do all the other guys like to pung seh meT_T) and remember have a nice day

I GIVE UP

2006-01-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

Why please someone tell me why(i don't mean it)

Why is it when i open my mouth and say my thoughts, i will be in a fight.
I mean is it better i shut my mouth and don't say a thing? Is it better to keep it all inside and bottle up my anger? cause i hate having to control my anger. If i let out my anger i will go full force. now i am just try try hard to stop it all from coming out. I am also trying hard not to go insane trying to keep it in. i have held back so much anger in me for the past years, now i don't know if i can still hold it back. i know God will help but like what sis grace said"If you pray to God for patients He will give you problems to help u gain patients"

I? I am going to go outside now and get some air

MK1 our version of CK1

2006-01-13T01:07:00.000+08:00

Wonder if anybody will know what my title means. Well i am starting to wonder how am i to use this gift God has given me. Well for most people who don't know what my gift is, it is having a very clear mind 24hour.

Clear mind? Well you see, I find this very strange. I can be in pain but still manage to pull a smile and laugh, I see many sides to a story while some people only see 1, I can read people's mind(just kidding) but yea that is what clear mind is. Oh and it seems that I am getting more and more hot tempered this days. Seem to get angry at any thing people do which scares me. Wonder if i am going to crack soon? nah not so easy. I WILL NOT LOSE THAT EASILY DEVIL!!!!!!!!!!!! cause God is with me ;-)

oh yea today went China town but thats not the story of my title. It is the on the way there. I was going to China town with Spenser to get his Chinese New Year shirt. So we got to pass by hougang mall some his house. As we were walking up to the exit, I heard my name called out twice. Look around HEY it was my ex school mate Jo lyn(yes it is spelled this way) we talk for a while and she told me she was working here going around selling perfume. So being a Good guy i bought a bottel from her. and my title is what the perfume is called. It is made by Diamond DE Edition. lol also never hear before lol.

cya and remember have a nice day

ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!

2005-12-14T01:20:00.000+08:00

Wow long time it was since my last blog post. I am sure some people must have thought my blog is dead.........well.........it's alive ALIVE!!!!!!!!!!(saying it like victor von frankenstain) Well a few things has happen to me like O'lvls, sent my friend off at the airport, youth camp, Jon's mommy's birthday and Cy who is in my room right now and is talking bout girls with me.

let me go down the line yea?

O'lvls was so so just hate maths paper 2. Hard and not enough time to complete it. My tutor told me that since i had some problems with my head so should ask for extra time. Well 2 reason why i did do that, 1 it was already too late and 2 i wanted to do it like everybody else don't want special treatment.

Well what to say. Sent Nick back to Thiland, was a little sad but hey knew it was coming. Never did got to tell her what i wanted to say to her. Wanted to tell her that on the day she first came into the classroom of SFMS i had a crush on her. Sad thing is that first few days she had no friends so i went to talk to her became her friend chit chat. Well i seem to always do that. i mean go up and talk to guys/gals who are sitting by themselfs.

Ha ha youth camp! Why to tell you the truth i didn't want to go youth camp why? Cause i hate camp, never did like it. But must admit i had a fun time at camp. i mean how can you not have fun with eggs, flour, and lots and lots of water oh and running around too. Nothing much to say bout camp just that had a great time let not do this so oftern yea? lol j/k

Happy birthday sis Violet. Had a Birthday party at Jon's house. Some of the youth were there, sang a song to her that they created in the past 2 hours there. Had ice-cream, KFC, and watch James Bond.

Now why is Cy staying in my house? Cause he is working for ME!!!! muhahahaahaha. Nah he is working for my mom baking cookies for new year. and tomorrow or today got to go work early . He and me are working at yew tee there. My grandma house there lol so far for him but too bad.

signing off now got to work tml cya
and remember have a nice day

Sleep is good

2005-10-27T01:55:00.000+08:00

Well what to say? i ahve been staying up late at nights to study cause i find it easier to study at night. Ever tried it? well some times i wish i was in bed sleeping instead of up studing but i got to study. stress my parent want me to find a job again after O lvl, they don't want me to stay at home, so i decide that i will ask my friend Jack if his work place got a job. Wondering what he works as? Well he works at the airport carrying bags down from the planes. Good way for me to build up my arms. Also planning to swim during holidays if i have any..........

oh well got to study
oh and remember have a nice day

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Where you going?

2005-10-17T01:28:00.000+08:00

Something came up on my mind today (well not really just today). It came to me when i was talking to Chris, Calvin, Gerrie and Jon(all at my house). "What ever happen to doing something stupid on sundays" I mean for me i find it stupid but fun. As in like last time on Sundays the youth will always have some plan to go out somewhere and look forward to it like watching a movie or go window shopping or just hanging out together outside some where. Everybody would be so energetic on sundays after church. Hmm........wonder where those days have gone? Now everybody has got their things to do, everyone is so tired, nobody knows where to go anymore. Oh well.....Times come and go i guess wonder what will happen in the end?

and remember have a nice day

Freedom

2005-10-13T01:25:00.000+08:00

hahahahaha..............stressing so many people asking me if i like nick(well maybe just sis mich) what to do, what to say? But on the brighter side i got my coin hanging from my neck now(wondering what i talking bout msg me on msn i saw you the pic). Why am i hanging the coin on my neck? Well it is because of 5 words on it(or rathar 1 sentace and 1 word) In God we trust and Liberty.

What i think about liberty is that it is something man can never have on earth. It is like an illsion a dream that man yerns for. I am sure you must be wondering what kind of Freedom am i talking about. Well it can be anything from work to stuff we got to do. No matter how many things we finish there will always be something to do next. I guess this way we don't get bored. Than does that mean that it is better for us not to have freedom or we will be bored all the time or it can mean it is good for us to have a little freedom too like a balance. But if anybody ever tells you that they have freedom it is a joke.

I am so stress with studys O lvls coming must concentret on studys not games oh well just hope i can do better this year or it will be army with chris and wenny lol
and remember have a nice day

Why guys are dumb

2005-10-03T00:58:00.000+08:00

Ok ok here is the part where i go "i finally got off the alzy bug" but i ain't going to say it cause............i just don't wannt.

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Here are the many ways girls try to tell guys that they like them, well if any girl reading this disagree with what i write well hey i get my answers from girls.

Many ways girl's try to tell guys they like them(or may be just 4)

1.hang around them oftern, try to make yourself known to them

2.sent them songs to hint, example is like sending love songs and so on

3.sent out spies to find out if he like you too

4.nothing, just do nothing(don't look at me, i got this answer from a girl)

Well this is for the guys so they know if any girl is interested in them cause well lets face it guys some times we don't even know who likes us and who don't. Thats why love is so complicating.
oh and this is for gerri cause she asked me when i was going to write this blog lol.

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Well what can i say? Had a busy month. number of things happen but the most recent thign that happen is what happen yesterday. What happen yesterday you ask? Well yesterday i went out with a girl alone to watch a movie. Well it was 3 people going out at first but NOooo.......friend have to last minute have to cancer. Sian so went out with my friend Nick. Yes i know it is a guy name but she is a girl called Nick are rather thats her nickname. she is a quiet thai girl i met in SFMS since sec 2. Well the day started like this, I invited her to my youth service but also with the intention of going out to watch movie also(at that time got 3 of us). Turn out Arm(another thai friend) could not come cause he had to company his mother who was in Singapore.

lol was suppose to pick her up at paya lebar MRT but she was late and i mean 1 hour late and i can't pick her up at that time. Sooooooi ask lynn to help mego pick her up but some how it became Uncle TH(my god-Bro)who went to pick her up from eunos MRT. I was glad at least she laugh in service(show she was paying attention) cause she was a non-christian. Hope she get saved but i guess that was not the day.

later after service we went to take a bus to paya lebar MRT to go to Orchard. I knew Paul and Spen were going to do something stupid like going to the bus stop before us and take the bus that we were going to take but i didn't think they would really do it. I stress when Nick and me got on the bus and i saw them. I was -.-'''' and stress.

Went to cathay and dispite all the comments about corpse bride we went to watch it. we sat second row from the front and when we watch the movie our heads were always looking up. We made comments bout the movie here and there laughed. After movie went to eat dinner or rather i eat dinner she eat desert. We talked and talked. than finally it was time to go our seprate ways. Least i could do was walk her to her bus stop and wait for the bus with her. Well to tell the truth i was teasing her 80% of the time together. I can't help it guess because the only way i can continue to talk to her is by teasing her but it was nice to see her smile maybe that was what i wanted from all the teasing, never know. Ok i wrote too much already signing off now

And remember have a nice day

War and Peace

2005-08-29T17:41:00.000+08:00

Ok ok i have been told to try writing what i think on my blog so i thought and i thought and finally one topic came to mind.......Peace

Ok today i will talk about peace. How many of u people out there want peace? How many? Well i can think of one type of people that want peace and they are the miss world girls. Why them? cause they are known to give this answer "world peace" well i tell this girls this. If you want World Peace than take off that tiny bathing suit, put on a pair of army boots, cut your hair and start carrying a butt145 CAUSE the only way you can get peace is to fight for it.

Thats right. i believe that the only way for man to get peace is to fight for it. It has become something known to man as War. There are people out there that do stupid things to stop people from having wars. First must ask why are u doing this things like riot and protest about your country going to war. Cause war is bad, Cause war can never give peace to anyone. Well i tell this block heads you protest and riot for peace but you yourself are destorying peace. You protest that "war is bad","stop the war","make peace not war" but here you are standing on the roads blocking traffic, disturbing the peace and some even flip over cars. Now tell me what you are doing. Simple this rioting and protest can also be called war and through war we can get peace.

Now why do i say that, cause we are human. peace can only be opptain though war. now some people will argu that we can get peace in other ways no just war. So i understand that other ways is by talking, well sure you can talk, you can come up with and agreement. But you must understand in an agreement one side will lose and other win. Hardly will any country not get anything from an agreement they make. Even so after the agreement how long will this paper peace last. one/two years than after that another agreement has to been drawn again and this time the country that benifitted will want more. So if you want to settle for a a paper peace, good luck.

I say to WAR!!! I know i know i don't know what war is like. I have been told that war is ugly and there is nothing you can get out of it but death. If everybody believe that than we have become a weak Nation and will be picked on by other countrys. There is one thing you can get from war and that is peace, even though you don't believe me but this is what i see and understand. Like the Isrealites, If they chose a paper peace than God save them cause they will be destoryed completely but that did not happen, they fought and they won and they had their peace and that is what i believe.

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ok some of you are wondering what happen to "guys are dumb" well not enough feed back so too bad maybe next blog post. well signing off and remember have a nice day

Why girls are blind

2005-08-22T15:14:00.000+08:00

Ok ok ok so it has been a long time since i wrote a new blog post so here it is.(finally got off the lazy bug again) so many things happen like...............oh FOP and my computer died, wenny lost his handphone, paul finally gave car bang(just kidding). But i am sure many of my blog readers are wondering why did such a handsome guy like me put a blog title like that. well in this blog post i am writing the many ways guys try to tell girls they like them without saying it out loud

----------------------how guys tell girls they like them---------------------------

1. they sent spys to ask the girl if they like them.

2. talk to the girl oftern, hang out with them

3. just say it in front of them.(don't ask who gave me this answer)

4. give the girl gifts(i am sure we all know who gave this answer)

well this is for girls so they know that this are some of the methods guys use to tell girls they like them(. . . . . .don't ask me about number 3)

----------------------next blog post "Why guys are dumb"--------------------------

But really don't know what to write on my blog anymore lol cause my life is pretty boring and most of those that read my blog are people i hang out with like Wenny, Paul, Jon, Cy, Marcus, Chris, Calvin, Jerrie, Mich, Joy,..........ARH!!!!! and many more ppl(so many names can't remember own name) I guess i can write more personal things bout me but on the web?
stress maybe next time lol

a song i wrote

2005-07-25T23:28:00.000+08:00

Good bye dear friend

Chorus
Good bye good bye good bye
My dear friend for it was a wonderfull trip
Good bye good bye good bye
My dear love for i have love you so

verse 1
Do you still remember the first time we met
You were sitting in the corner alone
I walked up to you and i pulled up a chair
And we talked for a period or two

Repeat Chorus

verse 2
We talked and we laugh
And we cried and we smiled
This things you and i we did
Little did i know i fell in love
With you my best of friends

Repeat Chorus

verse 3
Now is the time that our love has to part
I looked back to the past and i cried
This love that you gave my i shall not forget
For it is as pure as your heart

Repeat Chorus last time

lol a little song i worte myself last year i think. only got lyrics no music so sad but wenny and i tried to come up with the chords but not much success.

Thanks everyone

2005-07-25T21:51:00.000+08:00

Well i know i am late but i celebrated my birthday yesterdaywith my church friends. Well i was not the only one birthday boy celebrating too. There was my Dad, Uncle TH and Me. we ate at my favourite place "Spaghetti Kitchen". Had my Favourite spaghetti vongola. So happy i finally got to eat it cause i have so miss the vongola there. I would like to thank the youths the could make it and my parents for paying for my meal. Later that day Jon, Paul, Calvin and me went to play LAN while the other youths went to lucky plaza to play pool. I really enjoyed that day, too bad i don't any pictures lol. Ok that is all i can think of now. Wonder if anything will happen on my real birthdate lol.

cya and remember have a nice day!

when shorts were short and skirts were long

2005-07-04T23:08:00.000+08:00

If not wrong on SAT. my family took a walk down memory lane. Well first it was me and my mom than my dad and my sis. We saw pics of when we were in USA, Japan, Australia. After that we looked at pictures of my dad and mom when they were very young. That was when i saw pictures of some people i know in their youth. LOL those were the times of short shorts and long skirts. Than that got me thinking, why now girls skirts are short and guys shorts are long.

Lets first start with girls, why they like to wear short skirts? Is it too hot? Is it trying to catch guy's eyes? Is it in style? Or do they just wanna flash their legs? Well this can be a few reason why girls wear mini skirts but in my thoughts i think that it is ok to wear mini skirts but if you going to wear it and pull it down when u sitting u might as well not wear it.

Now guys. Have u notice that guys shorts are becoming longer and longer. I mean shorts that are above the knees are now covering have the shin. Why? Like come on shorts were made to make u feel comfortable when u play sports but now look like wearing 3 quarter pants. Is it because you don't wanna show girl our hairy legs? Is it because we don't wanna show guys our no hair leg? Well i still know someone who wears short shorts. Good'o Wenny. Well i think guys are now getting more shy this days......stress

well sunday had a treat. went to THE OLIVE at labrador park. surprise to see Don working there. working as a bartander. i ordered a beef steak and i tell u it was so small. It look like a bull tail(i mean the dish "bull tail") but it was so good. Of course my table which at Jon, Mich, Joanna, my sis, Esther, Kenny and Jed we ordered more food like a pizza and more extra desert. We ate well not really like no tomorrow but we ate like there was no tml. After dinner went on a car ride. A long one.(first person comment on my blog i will treat a meal at mac)dont i know who will win
and remember have a nice day

If you want something done you gotta do it yourself but I too lazy

2005-06-16T00:26:00.000+08:00

I have oftern wondered why people don't talk to me so much on msn when i msg them. I have always thought that the conversion stop because they did not reply. Well I have learn that it is not true. i have learn that if we wants somethings we gotta go get it for ourselfs. we can't wait for people to come up to us and ask "Hey you wanna join us?" or "Do you want this?" it is never like that or if it is it only happan once in a full blue moon. I have seen people like that and i admit that i once was like that but i learn. But learning is not enough, for you see humans make the mistake of not learning from our mistakes. So i tell you all this in life we have to go get what we "want" but what we "need" God will provide. So all you people out there that thinks nobody cares for you at this time and so on alittle tip you want it you something you gotta go get it yourself

well now something about me. was kinda nice my sfms friend nicole msg me on msn. well she did not say much but still it was nice to see an old face talking to me. She ask me if i knew a mr goh from my church.(lol i laugh cause i know two Goh's in my church) than she told me she goes to honey comb for singing classes. I was stun I was shock i was wondering if she told me that before cause i seem to remember something like that happan before hmm... but still it was nice

and remember have a nice day

can't think no thought of the week

2005-06-01T00:06:00.000+08:00

stress has gotten me i now can't think. why i don't know? kinda happy going to watch movie tml but sian price so much. now transport fee also increase. what is the government thinking? sian what to do? sian sian sian i now looking for a good game to play if anyone got one tell me. i know mich i have to study but must also play. well sian i sign off now
and remember have a nice day

bye bye love. hello loneliness

2005-05-27T00:45:00.000+08:00

nano nano. loneliness is everywhere. Everybody has gone through it before. ok enough bout loneliness time to be selfish and talk bout me on my blog.(sounds funny i know) there is one thing i hate the most. one thing i cannot stand, if people say it i will be stright away insulted. I hate it when people belittle me. What do I mean? I mean the way people look at me. They think that they know me and there for act that way to me. oh yes it happean to me before(i know it happan to everyone but i am being selfish right now). How bout an example. ok ok there is this one person i am holding a grudge on.

Her name is Yvonne Pok an ex student in SFMS, acted in the same play as me and a good Christian. I am upset with her for a number reasons. I have always felt she did not like me. Ignoring me from day to day and trying to make fun of me. I did not care bout it at first till one day. That one day changed it all. What happan that day you ask? It was a school day like every week day but on that day i was sick so i did not go to school. now it was nite time and i was bored (cause sick whole day what to do) and i thought maybe i go talk to some of my close singapore SFMS pals(those that acted in the drama with me). I saw yvonne was online so i decided to talk to her. Now this is the good part. When ever i talk on msn to any of my school friend they hardly give reply. When i msg her she did not reply. i was cool, did not care much bout it, wanted to go find some other people to talk to when a window appeared. it was from my brother in sfms husein, hey i was happy that some one msg me first but soon was angry. no hi or hello he just msg "go here than u know"..........i was alittle stun, i look at the web address it was yvonne's blog. stright away i knew wat happean yvonne ask husein to msg me. i did not wanna believe it. i did not want to believe that yvonne did not want to talk to me. i went to her blog, i saw her post and it said her boyfriend broke up with her. boohoo so sad. i still did not wanna believe it so i drill husein to telling me who ask him to sent me the website. after awhile he told me yvonne. i was crash that someone i took as a friend would not even wanna talk to me. the feeling of being nothing but a ghost to her like a tron in her flesh.

WELL Yvonne i tell you THIS. I am not like everybody else you met. i don't mind lies you could have just msg me saying "i don't wanna talk right now" or even better not reply NOooooooooooooooo you got to sent husein to tell me your msg. You know something yvonne at that moment i learn what you did I wanted and i ploted to add salt to your wound but did you know what happan? I didn't. i could not do it cause deep down i still took you as a friend. now if you are reading this than you must be filled with anger cause you believe wat you did was right and i am wrong to have been angry. Well in this world there can be two rights and two wrongs.

Now what i was angry bout yvonne was she did not tell me in person her problem. i was angry because i felt i was treated like a stranger. this is one of the things that make me angry, the other is being judge by other people. i can take common insults like stupid or F***er or whatever. i can take those insults and laugh but the insult that judge me i will not take.

and remember have a nice day

This shoe ain't mine

2005-05-13T01:23:00.000+08:00

yup i got off the lazy bug and made another post. what to say? i want to ask this question to anyone that reads my blogs. well you can sent me a comment or talk to me on msn to sent me your answer. Question: have you ever gone in to other people's shoes.....i mean as in look at things their way. and not just look their way for 1 second but to look and understand why they did it. i know it is hard to do it when you and that person are fighting over who is right. you just can't see it in their way cause you believe you are right. well i find that sometimes we are too human. human's are selfish, well not all the time but none the less there are times we just wanna be selfish or can't help being selfish. don't worry your not a bad person you are just being human there are times when we can help it but there are time we can't. so post your answer, i love your feed back(i think) and remember have a nice day

quest-ion

2005-05-03T23:03:00.000+08:00

Woah ok what am i doing here again? well how long has it been since my last blog? 1 day? 1 week? 3 months.............woah. well i now wonder if anybody will read my blog but hey i might as well post something here if this blog is still up. well lets see.......hmm........i don't know. my sis ask my this question like a month ago or so "Do you find being with the zgmights(my church youth) boring?" i was kinda stun by it and asked the number one question in the history of questions "Why?" than she said " Oh because you always sleep or lie down when we are all together." well......what can i say........i don't know why. You can say i am a confusing person. my parents say that i am different from everybody, that i see things outside the box first, than i look at my friends and i wonder if they ever saw what i saw. Am I normal? Am I different? If I am normal than what is normal? questions questions questions. lol i just notice that question have a quest in front, so does that mean that question are like little quest? quest to achive something or knowledge? You know what. i am going to look at questions like that from now on little quest in life.

And remember have a nice day

2 wrongs make a right while 3 rights make a left

2005-01-11T16:28:00.000+08:00

Nano Nano, i am sad to say i was fired from my job today. i know it is horrible, all i did was sell a little kid some smoke and i got fired. gotcha.......but it is true i was fired today. and i have not even gone to work once, i didn't get paid $3.50. well 7-11 had a rule that you can only employ 18 and above and my boss did not know that so he fired me. boo hoo...........so sad..........sure i am muhahahahaahahaha. well now i got a better job that is getting me $7.50/hour(take that 7-11) i am working for my father's friend who also happans to be my 7-11 boss. well you see the deal is that since 7-11 won't employ me, my boss is employing me as a contracted worker. In plain english(for dumbies like me) i no more in 7-11 as clean up boy but as boss righthand man(i think). so i got fired and rehired at a higher rank like a Dilbert comic i saw.

woah stress yesterday. i saw abdul my classmate in the airport(what so stress?) canteen(oh ok). his father owns a shop there selling mee goreng. i saw him there and i walk up to him and talked to him. i was more stress when he gave me a packet of mee goreng. one day must treat him to something in 7-11.

no money, no girl and lots of good friends

2005-01-07T10:15:00.000+08:00

Nano Nano. i finally had got the lazy bug out of me and started to write on my blog. I can't believe how lazy i am(wait i can). i have been wasting my time watching Inuyasha(an anima) and Naruto. now i got very little cash(so sad). BUT i got a job. yes i got one, i am now working in 7-11 at bedok(will not tell you where). i just went for a job interveiw on tuesday and i tell you it was very stress. fill up form also don't know how. i made a lot of mistakes(i will not write it out here as there were too many) so now i am waiting for the call that tells me when i am working oh and if you wondering how much i make it is $3.50/hour.
I want to end this blog by thanking my god sis Hope from China. thank you for your beautiful golden pencil holder. and remember have a nice day

happy box day

2004-12-31T08:06:00.000+08:00

nano nano. well it is going to be a new day in the new year and wat a better trime to annouce something. I am going to give up writing my thought of the week already because it is just to long and nobody would really like to read it if it is long.

i have been sick this days and oh how can i forget monday. The stress day of the year. Went to Grace party(wats so stress?), had a running nose(not so bad right?), tried to talk to the girl i like an fail(ok nvm). Sianz very stress one trying to talk to someone like her. Why sianz? i tell u why.............1:i get tongue tied ..........2:i got no idea how to talk her......... well i already given up on trying to have a relationship so now i just plan on making friends...........and it ain't easy but i will still try.

oh and remember have a nice day

shut up and listern

2004-12-25T01:08:00.000+08:00

Before i start i wish to say sorry to the youths for not saying hello and merry christmas to them after the caroling. I just could not put on a smile and say merry christmas when i am angry. I would usually put on a smile yes a fake one but how can anybody put on a fake smile when your own kin has just insulted you. so i am here saying sorry mich for not anwsering you, sorry youth for not talking to you all. I am a bad man, a selfish one and an angry one too. I will understand if you are angry with me but this is how i have been for a long time. There are alot of things you all don't know about me. I have kept quiet for too long and now i suffer the effects of my cause.

Thought of the week: when is the best time to open your mouth.
personally i don't know cause i have kept quiet and not told anybody anything. but i am learning to open my mouth. Why people keep quiet is because they are not sure of th future. Every action you make, every thing you say can change the future. This people are afraid of change or effects of their actions done. They tend to say what they want to say in their heads and not voice it out, they tend to look back to the past and think what if they had done this. This people have a chance to do great things in life but they are just to afraid to do it. maybe because of past events or they have withness the effects of that action. The effects of not opening your mouth can be very great. Like me, in school i am like a wandering spirit. i float around the school hanging out with some friends than wander off and hang out with other friends. when i wish to say something i am ignored or have no chance of talking. this is some of the effects of not opening your mouth, it can be sad yes but HEY we are going to Heavan so if life sucks that is a good thing and if life is good there is something wrong. To be continued...

I will not tell you why i am angry but i will tell u it is about the government. Well at least i got to eat leg of ham with ribs and turkey by the side. I love my grandparents cooking be it on my dad's side or my mom's side. maybe i will ell you more about me in the next blog but that would be selfish of me. well having a blog and writing about me is already selfish(ironic isn't it?). well please forgive me for not putting in much jokes in this blog(or if there is even one) and remember have a nice day or rather Christmas day

Man are from mars, woman are from......

2004-12-02T01:25:00.000+08:00

Ok ok i have been getting comments on why you never update your blog. Well the simple anwser is that I am too lazy.
Thought of the week(or many weeks):the difference between guys and girls.
well it was either this or tyconology.
Well i have observe over the years(or some would say weeks) that man and woman are different(sure took me along time ya?). First i will talk about WOMAN
Woman: The misunderstood confusing genius.
woman have been misunderstood for many years and they still are(sounds like many us ya?). Man or rather fathers of the past think women are only good for cooking, cleaning, sewing and giving birth but that is not true as we see today. Sadly some man still think that about women and does not give them and chance of showing what they can do besides cooking and so on. Confusing because you can never know what they are think or even understand them. They sit on a mood swing and that can be very scary. One minute they can be happy and high the next they can be mad like a tiger. So it can be very hard to know what they want or how they are feeling. Confusing by the words they use. Example of this happening is when a guy want to buy his girlfriend something the girlfriend say no no don't need to buy this for me but in real fact they want you to buy it for them so they can act surprise. Smart because they are more hard working than man when they want. I have seen most girls study really really hard for exams because they want to get good grades. That is one reason why the use words to confuse guys like my example above. Girls are not as lazy as guys are and if you think other wise than your blind(blind i tell you! muhahahahaha).
Now guys: strong focus arragont idiots(and it's true).
Now you must be wondering why i say strong, well some guys strong ya but some like me are weak. When you need to carry something heavy the first person you ask for help is a guy if there is one around. You don't normally hear somebody ask a girl for help to carry things right? As for me, i may not have muscles poping out everywhere but i have a very strong mind and if you thing i lie than i will proof you wrong. I find guys more focus than girls in doing things. Example of this is shopping, girls know they need to get something but they will also look around for other things. Unlike guys who will just go stright to the shop and buy the thing without walking through the whole shopping mall. If there are and guys that don't believe what i just said than you had better got check if you are a guy. Arragont is one of the many key factors that guys have. Guys take pride in what they do are what they have like awards or expansive stuff. Some guys think that showing of his things will make them popular with the girls and this will lead to my last trade of man is idiot. I have seen this before and trust me it can be ugly. Guy do stupid things when trying to get attenion of girls or say stupid things when talking to a girl. This is not the only time guys act stupid, guys act stupid when they are around their friends (mostly guys not girls). Guys become high when around their buddys and they will do stupid thing not to impress girls but to have fun (don't ask me for example you go look for yourself).
and this ends my thought of the week (wordy i know srry) hopefully i will not be too lazy to update my blog after my mission trip.

HA! today i went to Logi and Elvin birthday bbq at east coast beach. first i thank Mich & Jon for giving me the where to east coast beach. the bbq was ok i guess. i got to see all my school friends again after a long time which was something i liked. i have to be honest here that i thought that the fire would never be started and i end up eating Macdonlds. But hey the fire did get started (dang). Elvin brought along a small hand held tv so that everybody could watch Singapore idiot.........wait i mean Singapore idol. When it was on everybody crowded the tiny little tv but Terrence, Don, Kar jun(i think that is how you spell his name) and June (i think) was at the pit cooking. I join them with their cooking but i was more like watching. I think Terrence must be thinking why on earth do i keep on laughing well i laugh because i see and hear everything around me and the words you guys use make me laugh. oh and one more last thing is that i have finally found out that i am not alone. what i mean is that in school when i want to say something i get cut off or have no chance of saying what i want to say or even not heard. Don't worry about it if nobody listerns to you or does not let you say anything because there is at least one person who heard you and i heard you talking so you don't have to be upset because you got my attenion even though it means nothing. oh and remember have a nice day!

Love is in the air or did some one fart?

2004-10-17T16:20:00.000+08:00

Welcome to the one day early THOUGHT OF THE WEEK.
This weeks thought of the week is Love. What is love? love is showing affection to a person of the oppsite sex(unless you are gay or les.). Love has it's bad and good effects. What do i mean? I mean like before, during and after a relationship. Before a relationship what are the good things. The good:
1:You can do disgusting thing like burp out loud or eat like a pig
The bad things:
1:You act goofy in front of the girl/guy you like
During a relationship with some one you like
Good:
1:You feel loved by a special someone
Bad:
1:Money fly away very fast
After a relationship
Good:
1:You two break up but still are friends and talk to each other but not so often as before
Bad:
1:You two don't talk to each other anymore
The good and the bad in my mind about relationships. as you can see i only put 1 example because i tried to write a full one but it was too messy and long but if you like you can post comment on some more of the good n bad. But after i consider all this facts i have to say this
"I hate love but yet i desire it" human nature. Sad that an emotion such as love can make people go do crazy things but hey you can't blame us we are but only human(lol). Some people like me are to shy to go talk to the girl/guy and let the chance slip. But the bold ones would some times make a fool of themselfs. The really lucky ones will get the girl they like and hey maybe they will get married(after of course after meeting the parents and saving up money to get her a nice ring). so i conclud that love is (evil) a good thing if you know how to control it(by a push of a button) and if you are willing to bare the burden(the one ring).

Who do i like? Why do i like her? One thing in my way is Chris. Muhahahahaha thats right Chris Tan. one of the things in my way of making her mine and no it is not who Chris likes hopefully it is not. But i am a nice guy i will write out all the clues i have said.
1:I am a MCP i don't really like older girls
2:Name start from either a to y
3:Chris in my way of taking over the world....wait of getting that girl

ARH i can't take it any more this human emotion. Like i said earlier i hate love but yet i desire it. Sometimes i wish i was in love and yet not. O well i am only human but i still wonder if anybody can guess who i likes? beside the people i know? And i really wonder if she likes anyone?

Beware evil twisting trust thingy thingy

2004-10-11T23:29:00.000+08:00

Nano Nano. This is me second.....wait third blog post(second as in offical). Now it's time for...........THE THOUGHT OF THE WEEK(week week week....making an echo effect)
This weeks thought is TRUST. What is trust? some ppl(like me) thinks trust is believe. But what is believe? Believe is knowing that this will happen like this or somthing like this. exmple: i believe i telll him to do this he will do it. This is trust, trust in your friends. BUT trust is the most powerful and deadly weapon ever use by man. If you trust your friends to much you can be DOOM. This people are risk takers. Why? it all depends on the friends they choose. If they lucky the friends will always be there for them, always caring, never misunderstanding. But if you unlucky the friends u make will twist your trust so badly you will feel like you have been hit by a car than a bus than an 18 wheeler truck and finally a meteor will fall out of the sky and land on your candy @$%(so for my expression but hey my blog my rules). Oh and this trust thing is not only extended to outside people but even your on family members can attack you. I know cause this is happening to me.Thats why DTA(wondering what this is just look at my msn nick) but you can have a certain amount of trust for a friend if you truly know this person very well like me and Paul and Spenser. So in my finally words are trust those you really believe you can trust(just don't ask me how to know who to trust. it all up to you).

Do i like anybody? Does anybody like me? Can you guess who I like? Why am i talking about myself now?hmm......

ARHH!!!!!!!!! This is driving me crazy. Can anybody cure me of this this thing!!! I am hungry but i don't feel like eating. All me friends know me as the crazy guy who like to eat(or is it just me?). But now i don't even feel like putting anything in my mouth and chew. Is this stress? Is it a part of growing up? Why am i asking my computer is questions? yesterday i really wish i didn't and is yet glad i went to jons house. Didn't is because SOMEONE(not pointing out to anybody) LOOK DOWN ON ME!!!!! I hate it when people look down on me, it is like they are twisting my trust, not believing me. I just can't stand it. Glad is because i could play carrom with Jon, Mich, Wenny, my dad and so on so on. Mich and Wenny did not really play because they kept on asking me who i like who i like, waoh can stress one. well i don't want to be so long winded or is it long writed?hmmm....... oh nvm
And remember have a nice day

2004-10-04T21:31:00.000+08:00

Thought of the week: what is time? can we control time? how much wood can a woodchuck chuck if a woodchuck could chuck wood? well i have found the anwser to the 2nd question and it is NO(in a very sarcastic way)! Y? well because we don't even know the meaning of time and you want to control it? It's like going to a huge guy with tattoos on his body asking him if he can punch you to next week. Oh and if u are wondering when do i post post on my blog i tell you this. i will try to post once per week and most likely it will be a thought of the week.

When will wenny get a girlfriend? maybe never? maybe later? maybe he has 1 already? Why am i asking this? Hmmm............(rise the eye brown)/:

i can't take it any more. should i still go school? the teachers ain't give us any work but just asking if we got any questions? i went to school today and got a shook(well not really but...). my class is the biggest in the whole of sec4 but today it was the 2nd smallest class(stress stress). well hope i can get a comment on this post(hopefully from my friends cause it will be very scary to get a comment from a stranger let me tell u that) so that it can inspire to write the next one
OH and remember have a nice day

testing

2004-08-24T16:34:00.000+08:00

Nano Nano. I wonder if anybody will read this but this is a test. That is right this is a test. I am try out this blog thingy and so for i suck. But life sucks any way. today nothing "much" happen. Still thinking how the CMS will be like without Mr Muthu.(reign of choas) But still i don't know. I just can wonder.